Back from exile

Its funny ..I discovered something very funny today..Not only a writer faces the challenge of writer's block..but the normal guys like me are bound to face this task at some point in life..you are expected to speak, write about something..anything..but words betray you...make you a grand failure... What ever you try...you cant just come out of that shell..a kind of self imposed exile..exile ion the sense that the thoughts keep on mounting..peep at  you at every nook and corner of the mind..each instance giving rise to innumerable questions which multiply by itself..a kind of fission reaction I suppose.. and I am coming back from one such an exile..self imposed or not ..I dont know actually...but the past two years have been wonderful...I feel like having completed a life cycle within the span of last two years alone...funny...experiences are precious...and I feel the bitter ones more close to heart...you keep going back to them to get a feeling of rejuvenation...to instill the pain once again and then design the ways and means to overcome it...In the process your confidence ,skills, attitude everything gets elevated...and finally you feel elated...having achieved something or anything...i.e . here the intended matter was to conceal our wounds ..just a feeling that its been exposed..actually it had subsided..but our psychology is such that we want a bit of pain to keep us on the move...smile...happiness ..etc are time bound...those are lazy things...but tension crying tears...see how much effort we need ...heart mind..nerves everything joins their hands to create that special feeling of angst..worry...
 I know you have started to feel a bit dizzy...what else do you expect to feel after consuming this amount of sheer NONSENSE ???? you ought to feel giddy..like the one you and me are feeling simultaneously...now get back to work....enuf of this stupidity... :-P

Days if not used judiciously will be just crap...obviously the question may arise..quite a natural one..exactly what u can call as a judicious utilization of time...it is actually a very perspective thing which cannot be generalized under any condition..but still when one forgets to do what they are intended to..it becomes a wastage ..the next question which is bound to arise is what are all the so called intended things..again the question of perspective comes...actually if a person can derive happiness from a thing which he does then nobody in the world can accuse him of being dormant..but this nature, a kind of impotent nature if somebody may call can be quite awkward if others surrounding the person are irritated or hurt ..if they are loved ones..ie..they are so important in his life and that mind is naturally inclined to them..then hurting by being inactive can be criminal provided they are working/caring for him in such a way that he can in no way complain about solitude, ignorance etc...and so and so..the lecture continues on the topic NONSENSE RELOADed...SO HERE i am back just to declare to me and my inner ME that am still alive and has still enough stock of rubbish thoughts to refill the cylinders exclusively maintained for NONSENSE!!!!!!!

BACK...YES AM BACK.....

Hai....its been long na... to be exact its been7 months since I've written my first post... this gap wasnt deliberate...it just happened... actually... each step in my life it just happened....no early thoughts or directions were there... everything neatly and tightly scripted by HIM....I am just an actor who doesnt know what his role is...? or rather whether I have any role... at any time,.......




NOnsenssssssssssSE....
talking of rubbishness... there is lot to talk but the problem is that.... the talk itself... leave it... we can talk about it later..... today is march 31....means the last day of....our financial year that means my dad has to remit a meagre or a big 15000 indian currency notes called very pathetically as RUPees.... pity how many films? i cud have seen films for two years for thta sum.... too bad....actually this government is selfish.... may be its a little out of mind.... in this time of recession asking for money from poor government servants....cant they forcibly get some bit of money from ambanis etc... cant they..? but they wont coz its difficult for them... due to so called ego..sorry i have a little bit deviated from the topic i will continue my nonsense after alittle time.... please wait...

The ultimate nonsense

ingy pingy pongie, father had a donkey...... did he really ? or was it another of my enumerous so called nonsense. These nonsense which you may or may not have seen elsewhere is serious atleast to me, purely sensible just like pure gold in the ad of world gold council. wait a minute was it gold or old. actually its old isnt it? This so called Aurum { trying to be scientific} isnt certainly new bcoz its been inside the womb of our dear Earth for ages and it must be only few days before may be it have been dug out by some stupid idiotic what u call that fellow,driller no its not the word, may be its miner,or something else. But whatever it may be i dont want to know , i want to communicate some thing thats of the genre NoNsEnSe.